aren't miserable people a drag?

I mean, as difficult as life is, aren't miserable people especially annoying.
I know that sounds harsh, I am certainly not refering to people who are sick, or disabled, or
dying.
I am talking about just plain, lazy, ass, miserable, negative, complaining, blaming, miserable people.
You know the type, right?
It is never their fault,....anything. its the world, its their partner, its the government.
Why even try? because it will only fail.
Can't ever see the good in anything, first. if the sun is shining, they would complain about sunburn.
If its cool, they would be cold.
If it sounds too good to be true,they know it is not.
Can't trust anybody, the t.v.,the newspaper, ANYBODY.
society sucks.police sucks.government sucks.
the world is going to Hell.
we are all gonna die.
They plain and simple....do not care. period.
oh, man, is this exhausting.
i mean, what are these people afraid of?
Is it that they do not feel that they fit in?
Or is it that they do not understand, insecure?what?
avoidence denial?what?
Too depressing, all the time.
Whew!!!!!!Being around someone all the time like this certainly begins to chip away at your spirit, doesn't it?

music meat and potatoes

I love music. I have the utmost respect for musicians. Their dedication and unstoppable drive
is really remarkeable.i mean, consider the rejecton they face, and the odds of success.
I think it is pretty cool that there are so many avesnues to get your music heard today, with the internet and all.
but, i was thinking about it the other day, and I kinda feel like, a great disservice
is being paid to musicians.
HUH?
Well, look, every one with a computer these days can make music.
There are a billion music programs.
I have a friend who cannot play an instrument, and yet, with a few pushes of certain keys on a keyboard, three or four loops, and a drumbeat later, hes got a song.
How is that fair to all the unheard talented musicians, who have spent years
honing their craft, and are being passed by, by the digital, creations?
maybe, I am just too old school.
But, i prefer analog.
I think the Beatles sound so good, because they recorded their music live.
And i like real musicians,and real instruments.
I guess you could call me a meat and potatoes music lover.

make Bush Pay.

We have a new President. thank-God. God luck Obama. Wow. would you want to be handed this job, at THIS time in hostory.?
Not only does this guy have to overcome the "forst black " President stigma.but, after 8 years of the absolute WORST, unforgiving,non-compassionate, self-serving, America destroying, America selling out administration, this guy gets handed a trillion dollar deficit, two wars,
a recession, a depression, Rush Limbaugh, and a pocket full of pinched and pouting rebublicans. Yipes! i mean, how much can he really do?
He is just one man, and as we all know, whenever just one clear headed, policy changing,
non bowing person comes along, that seeks to correct or better the way of life around here, they get shot.
Plain and simple \, they get killed.
Jesus, Lincoln, Kennedy, Kennedy, King,. Hear is one for ya, Isn't it crazy that, George H.W.
Bush was signed in as Director of the C.I.A., the DAY that Kennedy got shot. Hmmmm, Ah, Well,
you have to get jumped into a gang right?Anyway.... where was I?
Obama, right.
America, lets just do something crazy, and let love rule, right?
I mean, even if this guy is another political puppet, his message makes sense.
We have the right to need an effective government.
"By the people, for the People"....Right?
I don't know about anyone else, but I am struggling.My story is neither unique, nor interesting, I am just struggling. Like alot of people.
The opportunities for work have declined, and I am living on 90- bucks, every two weeks, from unemployment.Not loving is more like it.
This is crazy.
This is America.
We are better.
We can be better.
But we must unite, cannot give in to lies.
Ask Questions,. Demand answers, and make these motherfuckers like Bush, and Cheney
pay for what they have done.
They are not hurting. They are laughing. at us. At all of us, who even tuned into
someone like Sarah Palin.What a freakin joke.
Iraq? Come on, people. Why ?Why are we there?
There has been no threat to America which dimwhit was in office? Okay.
was there before?Is now. thanks to the fact that we have blown into town and tried to change a way of life that has existed for years and years.
Would WE ever stand for someone else blowing into America, and saying WE had to change the way WE live. right?
let them work it out. declare parts of Isreal Holy Land untouchable. Divide the rest between Isreal and Palestine, and let the Iraqis figure out, and suicide bomb themselves into oblivion.Who cares.Its not fixable.
Yipes. These people think different, have different values, beliefs, way of life.
Who are we to channge any of that.
Lets make ourselves better first.
Build a foundation first.
Basics, people.
I would rather save all the starving people in Africa first. ThERE WE COULD AND SHOULD make a difference.
Thats it.

Why would anybody want to fall in love? I mean, the instant you realize that, in fact, you are in love. It starts to hurt. That kind of head in hand with your heart hurt. You try to distract yourself, by hanging out with other people, but you find yourself, watching their faces, and you know they are talking to you, but you hear nothing they are saying, constantly having to say, "Oh, I am sorry what were you saying?"
Or, you are at work, unable to concentrate on anything for longer than 10 minutes or so, before
your mind wonders. Then you worry. then you find yourself doing and acting in ways
you never thought possible. I have to think about that question," Is it better to have loved and lost, then to have never loved at all."I don't know. Really, because I loved, and I do love, and I
cant be with them, and it makes, everyday of my life Hell.